Well... I'm in a not-so-excelent mood today. The culprit? I didn't get the job. Some of you may know that I signed up for a job at the Giant Tiger across the road. Sure, that job would suck dearly, but I need the money to pay for the many things I'll need in order to make the trip to Anderson, SC. Well, today I got called. Basically they said they didn't have any job openings right now, but they will keep my resume in case they get an opening. So, that pretty much messes up my plan...

Anyway, another reason I'm depressed is cause I'm in love. Wait a minute, isn't that a reason to be happy? Yep. But not if I can't be with the person I love. Sure, I'm happy that I can talk with her every day, and it really helps, but it does hurt to have to wait. Love shouldn't have to wait... but as my most recent quote says: Fate can be a bitch some times.

And finally, the last reason why I'm in a not-so-excelent mood is that I may be failing a couple of my classes this semester... meaning if I do fail them, I'd have to stay for TWO extra semesters instead of the ONE I already have to take from failed classes. But, can you blame me for not being fully myself and putting my full concentration into my school work? I've always got the woman I love on my mind. N-not that I blame her for how my school is going right now. More like I blame school for my not being able to spend enough time with her. If I could, I'd rather work durring the school hours and keep my free time that I spend with her the same... But I don't have a job anyway. Surprizingly, I'm not upset about not getting the job. It means I won't get less time time to talk to her...

So... this is me, always looking on the bright side of things, bidding you adeu.